romance

im in my bedroom with my roommate and her boyfriend. never have i yearned for something like they have. it is one of the best relationships i've encountered with the most love i have seen shared between two people at such a YOUNG age. they have the silliest converstations i have ever heard yet her boyfriend always throws into the converstation how beautiful my roommate is. to see that smile light up the room is astounding. but most importantly they are so in sink and so comfortable with eachother it really amazes me. she is so comfortable with him, when before she had self-confidence issues, and truly didn't believe in herself. i want that, so bad. i'm not too sure why being in a relationship is so important this time in my life. maybe because we only have this short life to live, and to blame media and advertisements they put it in out minds at such a young age to fall in love, get married, and have a family. i pray and hope with my whole heart that this is where i am suppose to go with my life.